Why do silent tears seem to hurt the most?

Tiny, bitter droplets encapsulating my pain

Purging the brokeness of my heart, ooozing with hate

Beckoning me to wake up and smell the coffee

Hey you, over there! The face of my pain.

Why do you have such a hold on me?

You won’t let go, yet I don’t want you

This is why I cry on the inside

Where you won’t have the pleasure

Of seeing this treasure looted for a prize

Stop trying to take away my cry! It’s mine!

You will never know that I am broken, wait…

Don’t you get it? I’m only human. I hurt, too!

I’m not your verbal punching bag. Stop throwing blows!

“Suck it up! Stop being a victim! Real women don’t cry!”

“Get over it! Move on! Keep it moving!”

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

Can’t you see my pain! Its written all over my face

If only, you would take the time to look

I’m dying on the inside yet, no one knows

I don’t want to hear your stupid and insensitive advice

That’s why I cry on the inside, in perfect silence

Yet, secretly praying that my tears are heard in the spirit

Even though its seems that are not

Maybe that’s why silent tears seem to hurt the most

Hmmmmm…